A heart wrenching day...

As usual, I woke up early in the morning, bath, check my emails, log in to Facebook, eat my breakfast and prepare to attend class. Nothing unusual, except I reminded myself to go to the BSBT office to get my forms for me to submit my thesis. I was feeling excited this morning as I know I will be seeing my thesis supervisor, submitting my corrected thesis to her and of course the most important task was to ask her what was my result for thesis. She promised to tell me last week but she didn't. So, with that mood, I entered her room after knocking twice at her door. She was there... I showed her my corrections and she said there is a little more to add to it. So, I said okay... Will send it tomorrow morning again.

And finally, she start talking about my results. She said, tak apa kan kalau pusat tolak 2 markah sebab kamu hantar thesis kamu lambat?? Then I said tak apa (thinking that 2 marks would not have affected my results badly) only to find out that what she meant was 2 grades lower. She said she (my penyelia) and the penilai had both agreed to A- for my thesis. But because the Pusat Pengajian penalize me for submitting it late, I now got a B!!! WTH!!! It was not my fault to submit it late. And all she said was "tengok la macam mana. I pun frust. Bukannya salah kamu kan? Kesian kamu..." OMG... Is that all she can do?? I am not going to sit back and relax after knowing that it was not because my thesis was bad that I get a B but it was because of that irrational penalty. Others was given 2 semesters to complete their thesis and presentation but I did it in less than 2 months. I've submitted my full draft after working on it for 25days consecutively. I am going to fight for my marks for I deserve it. I am not asking for more!!!

So, I am now praying that this is not true, that they will give me back my A-. I will see her again tomorrow morning. I hope things will go smoothly...